things had been happening..
looking alright on the outside but i'm not..
i was afraid of being alone, afraid of darkness..
some happpening things juz kept flashing across my mind..
i juz cant stop it..
i was afraid my mind would stop resting fer tt second, n i would start thinking abt unhappy stuffs again.

but i'm glad that i'm still surviving here..
thx fer the ones hu were there when i needed some1..
thx fer the listening ear..
thx fer all the comforts and concerns..
thx fer the shoulders you guys gave me..
A Big Thanks!

though some things juz cant return to the past anymore,
but i'll still choose to trust the path God has prepared fer me and trust in him.
previously i was still pondering.. whats eternal life?
until sharon started sharing with me..
really appreciated her..
i'm starting to understand to learn.

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."

3:02 AM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

things cant the same anymore..
i'm feeling confused and lost..
i dont want it, but its just happening to me..
its juz hearting me so murch..
i'm so afraid of losing.. ..
my heart is crying..

trust the path tt God has planned for u..
He will make paths straight for u.
but sometimes i juz cant understd and accept it.
questioning.. ..
things are juz happening too fast.
i dont noe.
i'm lost.

hoping to live in my own world.
of happiness
of joy
of love
my rule.
my way.

3:07 AM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

NiteZ Out~

9:35 PM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

WHEEE~~~

its juz sucha hectic weak..
6 core modules to settle in the week..
felt like i've just gone back to secondary sch days..
stucked at home mugging mugging mugging fer end year papers.
almost went INSANE!!!

well, finally everything's over..

YEAH~
party!

9:17 AM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

7:01 AM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

Day out with my buddies
Wohoo~
great tym, really enjoyed ourselves..

its the start of our e-learning or should i say study break,
and we should be mugging at home..
but we were out..
No stress No stress!!!

nana the ger who claims to be anti-singing..
started singing and highing too..
great tym shouting and screaming yeah.
shall do tt more often 2gether~
CHEEZE*

6:40 AM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

was late fer audit today..
10 mins only lo.. and i was marked late.. #$%@*(

IS late 1 hr also nvm lo..
the lecturer will still mark present and not late nor nor.
my pretty list of consecutive present attendance with NO SINGLE late is ugly now.

she just had a weird habit. "GU BI" u noe..
of marking pple late.. and she really mean it..
Lesson at 8 am means 8 am SHARP!!!!

well din really had a good day today..
wanna take bus, miss bus
wanna take train, miss train.
then summore summore summore..
stood all the way from woodlands to dover..
and with my bag tt weighed a ton.
those *P students la.. dun wanna alight until Clem**ti..

my day was lightened when S**C called me..
coz they MISS ME TOO MURCH!!!.. i noe i really do *cheers*
parrotie say wanna come SP find me have luch de nor..
then later say dun wan.. *sad* ='(
henr dun wan fren u already~

LOVES SLYC~

9:56 PM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y

was freakingly bored at home.
was actually suppose to work wif sin today, but it was cancelled at e last min

11:18 PM;_DiNg diNG_//~Y